Life Was Never So Good..Or was it!!

I dont know why i feel like an international guru giving out gyaan to people most of the times...guess this is a tag i will have to do with....:)

so here i go again sharing some of my random thoughts....

I have found that just because negative seeming events occur to me, I needn’t feel negative about them. In fact, it is these events which have most often propelled me forward in life, and broken me out of old patterns I needed to walk away from. For many years I have held the philosophy that all negatives will turn around and profit me, regardless of what they are.

For example, I have been through a long series of mental obstacles, and still suffering from compulsive creativity disorder...if dats not worth..hehe.
What opportunities these brought me!

I learned to think n think n think... to adapt... to appreciate my surroundings...
though i sound like a moaning frustrated lot often to many...still i learn to hold onto my optimism...!!!

Now I have so much more to offer others! Every event without exception holds within it an opportunity for riches. I am not speaking of physical riches, though I suppose those could also be a possibility.

There is no event in our life that we can not learn from or profit from in some way. When we begin to see our life from this perspective, there is no longer any burden to carry, and we are free to be happy. When someone says something insulting to me, I know that in some way they feel intimidated by me, hurt, or personally discontent.

Why should I let what these people are going through effect me? It is almost never personal, people just react according to what is going on inside of them, not to what is really happening. So, because of this, I never worry or have fear in my communications with others. I know that if I am coming from my center, and I am being me, then their insults will fall away without effect. Life is good for me, because I don’t take everything that happens personally.

Well but thats not exactly the point i want to put across....so i change it a bit to bring my friends who really care to take pains to read this far....
Its getting better day by day,,,even though the changes may seem too miniscule.....even thogh u may drip down scuffling to find them...even though nothing seems to be going right...

I fondly remember the saying--
"If everything is coming your way...You are on the Wrong Track"

I learned a long time ago, that we often forget where we are going, and lose our way with the bustle of every day life. Maybe we started out on a journey to accomplish a dream, and on the way we met someone, and fell in love. Months or years go by, and we forget where we were headed, and what we were doing. Life can be a very meandering path that does not always lead us where we wanted to go. Sometimes it leads us to where we wanted, but we discover we don’t want to be there anymore.

Dreams can change as we change, paths no longer resemble where we walked a year prior…everything changes. This used to be cause for upset with me, I felt like life was a rollercoaster, and I could never get off. Later I came to understand it was all about surfing, and the roller coaster was really a surfboard. I learned to ride the waves, and now even the monster waves I can enjoy. Life is good, it is a sport in which I have learned flow.

Life can be so busy at times! It seems as if there will never be an end to all the things there are to do…and it’s true! How relieved I am that I will never be bored! There is no moment that is mundane, as all things are ripe with experience. There is a song playing in every instant, the frequency of the event…electromagnetic waves oscillating in rhythm and harmony to the moment I am experiencing. The song travels down the length of my body, and into my feet, and I begin to dance, even as I surf the net, type like a machine on my laptop, sit like a zombie in a chair for hours, or run down to carry on my weird tasks.

The hum of life in motion is all around me, and I can dance to the beat that resonates between it, and my own rhythm. Life is good; life is excellent. Life is real....!!!
----Vik$

I and Some Words!

So i am relieved...why the people say?? Its good to be relieved...even better to be relaxed....thats when you find what you are actually writing...

So do i...when i put my fingers across the typepad out here...words...introspect...and me!!

I am thinking about...
Myself :)

I said...
what I meant!!

I want to...
fill my lungs my fresh air and listen to the sea...to run away!!

I wish...
Never to wish and pine for anything beyond here and now. This moment.

I hear…God whispering!!

I wonder...
How you and me are so close right now that you could read my thoughts and yet I would never know that you even came and stayed for a while. Took the time and smiled. Would never call after you as you dissolve in the crowd. I wonder what I am missing. I wonder if you wonder too.

I regret...
Letting them go; every single one of them...the thoughts stay one by one!!

I am...
An impressionist...yearning to be a perfectionist!!

I dance...
when nobody's watching and crying in the rain!!

I sing...
when I am romantically challenged (a way of mine to term love)

I cry...
and wait in vain for the lump in my throat to dissolve into tears

I am not always...
your dream come true (with all due modesty :-)

I make with my hands...
ink bubbles of life that float aimlessly on paper skies!!

I write...
and therefore I am!!

I confuse...
and hence was employed!!

I am...And therefore I Blog!!

I need...
Sleep. An uncrowded corner in my head.

-Vik$

Am I Audible???

There's so much noise inside me.....actually Silence!!

Yeah Silence...I am perturbed!!!

The brain's getting a lot of signals and trying to tell me something...!!!

The eyes...they follow a different direction noiselessly....!!!

The ears are picking up every conversation in the vicinity...everyone's audible!

The tongue remembers the delicacies and the assortment of edibles that went into it.

The sense of smell and touch dont leave anything unsaid and add to the commotion.

The mind tries to shout out its orders above all this...

In such a time, why am I so silent...???

Maybe coz i ahve forgotten How to speak...
....to express...to rejuvenate...to rejoice and to re-live my moments....

There's a hailstorm of action within but calm reigns supreme outside. Today, we suppress our thoughts and maintain silence....

What about tommorrow when it would be possible to read or hear what eveyone's thinking?

Will I be so silent then...I can just wonder!!!